The Thirtieth Year

I had to work all weekend,  so I’m recovering from that. I think my allergies are messing me up as well.

I went to the gym yesterday AND today. I’ve been eating really well, and I’m going to the gym tomorrow, too. I got really inspired after a horrible trip to the mall yesterday. The mirrors there are crappy and all of the clothes are somehow to small. They should fit!

I’m starting a new savings plan:
- For every day that I do not buy a latte, I’ll deposit $5.00 into my savings account
- For every day that I do not eat out, I’ll deposit $10.00
- For every instance that I could order a drink (or get one from the vending machine), and do not, I’ll deposit that much into the savings account

I’m going to start saving for a new wardrobe. I’m going to need it! I also need to weed out my old wardrobe, and get rid of things that don’t fit/things I don’t wear. I can also sell that junk and put that in the fund, too!

Things are really great right now. I asked a boy on a date. He didn’t say no or yes, and while I wish that he had said yes, I’m just proud of myself for doing it! It’s a little rough, but I’m really trying to focus on making myself happy. I’ve been hearing that negativity breeds more negativity – that it attracts negative things to your life. I’m not sure if this is true or not, but thinking back on things, it tends to make sense. I’m trying to counteract that with a good attitude. I’m even trying to mellow out my anger on the road. I don’t really have RAGE, per se, I just call people lots of bad names. I’m trying to reduce even that. I need to not let it get to me so much.

Anyway, everything’s been working for the last few days. Let’s hope it sticks!