.doing things.
I had to work all weekend, so I’m recovering from that. I think my allergies are messing me up as well.
I went to the gym yesterday AND today. I’ve been eating really well, and I’m going to the gym tomorrow, too. I got really inspired after a horrible trip to the mall yesterday. The mirrors there are crappy and all of the clothes are somehow to small. They should fit!
I’m starting a new savings plan:
- For every day that I do not buy a latte, I’ll deposit $5.00 into my savings account
- For every day that I do not eat out, I’ll deposit $10.00
- For every instance that I could order a drink (or get one from the vending machine), and do not, I’ll deposit that much into the savings account
I’m going to start saving for a new wardrobe. I’m going to need it! I also need to weed out my old wardrobe, and get rid of things that don’t fit/things I don’t wear. I can also sell that junk and put that in the fund, too!
Things are really great right now. I asked a boy on a date. He didn’t say no or yes, and while I wish that he had said yes, I’m just proud of myself for doing it! It’s a little rough, but I’m really trying to focus on making myself happy. I’ve been hearing that negativity breeds more negativity - that it attracts negative things to your life. I’m not sure if this is true or not, but thinking back on things, it tends to make sense. I’m trying to counteract that with a good attitude. I’m even trying to mellow out my anger on the road. I don’t really have RAGE, per se, I just call people lots of bad names. I’m trying to reduce even that. I need to not let it get to me so much.
Anyway, everything’s been working for the last few days. Let’s hope it sticks!
I’m back
Many things have happened since my last entry. The most important thing is that I turned thirty! I went to Amsterdam for the occasion. I went alone, but I had a terrific time. I met a lot of people. It was great. I’ve never traveled alone to anywhere that I didn’t already know someone. I’m not an outgoing person by nature, but I was able to jump away from that. I reached down and grabbed what has always been lurking inside of me. When I returned home, I wasn’t the same person. I don’t know that I am super outgoing now, but in Amsterdam I was able to do a lot of thinking and reflecting.
I’ve re-prioritized myself. I’ve realized that instead of changing my life bite by bite, I’m trying to put the entire buffet on one plate. That’s not going to work. I was watching a Suze Orman lecture on television last night. She made a good point about cleanliness. I think that is going to be my main focus. I can worry about the other things later. My home is cluttered and in disarray, as is everything else in my life. I think once my home is clean and organized, everything else will come together much easier.
My bathroom is still clean. My kitchen is now clean, too. I’ ve taken pictures. I will add them when I can.
A friend of mine is coming in from out of town. I haven’t had the time to clean the entire apartment, but the two other main areas, living room and kitchen, are on their way to looking better. My problem right now is that I want to sort everything. I should focus on getting organized, and then dig a little at a time. This way, I won’t be so overwhelmed.
My friend will be here on Thursday. After her visit, I hope to re-group and get focused again.
Customization
While the intention of this journal is mostly for me, and whomever happens across it, I’ve thought about the possibility of a potential audience. I’ve started posting on the apartmenttherapy.com boards, and if people are going to visit, I want to make it a little less mundane. However, I don’t want to spend too much time making this super interesting, because all of that valuable time could be used to work on my goals, right? Right! To make things less wordy, I’ve created a filter called “photographs.” My Flickr account is also easily accessed from this blog. If you happen to come upon this post, and have any ideas, please do share.
Now that all of that is out of the way, I’m going to make a list of what I’ve accomplished today:
- Socialized with friends - I’m getting out of my hibernation phase! Personal Enrichment
- Started list of work objectives - This is required of me, but I’m having a few good breakthroughs for my focus. Career
- Cleaned out work inbox/sentbox - I deleted over 2000 emails! Career
- Browsed internet for apartment improvement ideas - I found this for the kitchen (the room I’m currently working on)! Apartment
Here it is, 10:30 p.m. As previously explained, I’m a night-shift worker, so it’s still pretty early for me. The goals I have for today:
- Resize and upload photographs of kitchen “before”
- Work on German homework
- Quick clean of bathroom (I’m still maintaining it, but it still needs to be cleaned regularly! Germs!)
- Continue work on kitchen.
Tomorrow, my main goal is to go to the recycling center and drop off the materials that are sitting around my house!
I’m still here
Wow. It’s been ages since I’ve updated! I’m starting to feel overwhelmed by all of the things I hope to accomplish in such a short time. I broke my rule of not traveling until everything was complete/or by my birthday/whichever came first. I’m going to DC in two weeks. I’m glad I’m doing it. I haven’t been back in about a year and some change. A good friend of mine is leaving, and most likely, I won’t be back after he goes. I still have friends there, but all of my close friends seem to have gone. Let me summarize where I am with all of my goals:
Apartment:
I am slowly chugging along at the kitchen. Most of it is done. I have a few unpacked boxes I need to go through. I refuse to just put them in another room, because that’s just not solving anything. The bathroom is still neat, but the essentials need to be cleaned. The Spring Cure at apartmenttherapy.com (the idea that inspired this whole thing) has started. I hope to follow along with them, and stay focused. A couple of trips may get in the way, but I think I can stay on track.
Career:
Things aren’t really progressing here. I do have to make a list of goals before the end of the month, per the policy of work. I hope that will get me more focused. I really haven’t a clue where I’m going within the company right now. I’m not really worried about it, either. I am working the best that I can, and at this point in time, that’s ok. I have a LOT on my plate to focus on, and as far as I know, my job isn’t going anywhere. I feel like this sounds very slackery of me. Don’t get me wrong. My job is very important to me, however, it is very redundant, so there’s not much going above and beyond. I also feel that once all of the other aspects in my life are in focus, I won’t be weighed down so much. I’ll be able to put all of my energy towards advancing my career.
Environment:
I’m still sorting my recycleables. I haven’t made it to the recycling center yet. Next week, maybe? I’ve started unplugging electronic things that do not need to be plugged in when not in use. I’ve read that even when something is turned off, it still uses some sort of energy when it is plugged in.
Finance:
I think I’ve adjusted to my raise by now. My first credit card is at a balance of zero. Now, I can focus on paying one card. I’m going to try to make more than one payment a month. I started sending my shift bonus to my mother. I owe her some money, as she paid off my student loans and is now charging me a much smaller interest rate. I’ve set up an automatic deduction of $150 into my savings account each month. Additionally, I’m having 3% of my check sent to my 401k. It is matched by my work, so that’s about 6%. Oh, and my taxes are done! Yay!
Health:
I still haven’t made it to the gym. I get 4 days off a week. One would think that I’d have all of the time in the world. I honestly don’t know where it all goes. I sleep a LOT. I blame it on the night shift. I set my alarm clock for 9:00 am today. I hit snooze ONCE, and I did not wake up again until 1:30pm. It’s really frustrating. I have lost a few pounds, though. I’m trying to limit my soda intake. I do have an addiction. I’m trying to limit myself to no more than one soda per shift. It’s hard to make it through the night without caffiene, but we’ve got all of the coffee, hot cocoa and tea we want to drink. It saves money AND calories. I’ve also been watching what I’ve been eating. I mess up here and there, but overall, I’m doing pretty well.
Personal Enrichment:
I don’t know why I loathe going to German class. Part of it is because the instructor insisted that I take the second course, but I really feel like I should be in the first course. The class focuses more on structure than actual vocabulary. I guess it makes sense, since the class is only one night per week. There’s a lot to cover already, and we all have dictionaries. I’m just used to taking language classes every day, or at least twice a week. I’m thinking of skipping the next cycle, just so I can focus on vocabulary. My workbook covers the next cycle, so I can get familiar with that before class starts. I have class tonight, and I just don’t want to go. I’ve forgotten everything, it seems.
In other personal enrichment news, I treated myself to a day at the spa. I got microdermabrasion, a facial, and an eyebrow wax! It was really nice. I think I’m going to try to treat myself once every three or four months. It can get expensive, but I’ll set a budget and stick to it.
That’s about all for now. I have to finish up some German homework and be on my way. Tonight, I’ll do some more in the kitchen. I need to keep an ongoing list of things I need to buy for the rooms I’ve done. Maybe I should make some time and go buy them! I need to get back on track with the list thing. I seriously don’t know where the time from my last post until now went! It seems to happen every weekend. Hopefully, once I’m back to the dayshift, time will be easier to manage. It’s very hard to do daytime things at 10:00pm.
An Update. . .
So, here is an update of where I am. I shouldn’t make excuses, but this weekend has really been messed up for me. My neighbors were making noise during my prime sleep time, and my schedule has been off ever since. I’ve been sooo tired. I’ve not had energy to do anything. I did attempt a few things, though. Anyway, here’s an update. I think I”ll try to do a full update around the 15th of every month (unless I’m working, then I’ll do it shortly before or after).
Apartment:
The bathroom is still clean. I am so impressed with myself. Today, I did a quick wipedown of it. So not only is it organized, but it sparkles, too.
The kitchen is still in progress, of course. That is going to take awhile, as it tends to dirty itself as I try my best to eat at home. It looks a lot better than when I first photographed it (photos still coming). The refrigerator was a bit empty, so I did a bit of shopping to fill it up.
The rest of the apartment is in a sad state, and I’ve a guest coming this weekend. I will do as Sherry Bobbins did, and cut corners, and bury everything under the rug. . .ok maybe I’ll just shove it in the closet. It’s terrible, I know, but she’s seen my place much worse, and she’s like family. I can’t wait for her visit after next. Hopefully there will be a lot more progress!
Career:
I’m still trying to work on that whiteboard, but it’s so overwhelming, I’ve just put it off forever. I am working a week from Saturday, so I’m hoping that I’ll have some time/enthusiasm then. I have a meeting on Wednesday (maybe) with someone who was in charge of a job I did not get. Apparently, the team wants me, but hired someone else (ie an outside FRIEND). They are trying to get me some “special projects” to do. I really want to advance my career, but at the same time, this whole thing smells like rotten fish. We’ll see.
Environment:
I’ve not been to the recycling center yet, but I’ve been saving things to take. Hopefully I will get there next weekend. Today I remembered to take my tote with me to the grocery store. Unfortunately, I bought a little more than my tote could hold. I also returned all of my plastic bags to the grocery store. They really recycle them, right? It’s not just some fake promise, is it?
Finance:
I transferred my balance to an existing card with a much lower rate. My raise has kicked in, finally, so I’m able to make larger payments on the card. I’m still getting used to my new wage. I’m supposed to make a bonus for my shift work as well, so we’ll see how much I can put down when that takes effect. Oh, and that reminds me, I need to do my taxes!
Health:
My weight has been fluctuating 2lbs or so. My diet hasn’t been the best. It’s more that I’ve been drinking lots of soda at work to stay awake. Bad news bears, man. I have been eating at home quiet a bit, though. That’s both good for my wallet AND my body. I made a huge thing of crockpot chicken paella that I found on the Weight Watchers site. However, it was really gross, so my meals for last week were out the window. Tonight, I’ve prepared Buffalo Chicken Lasagna for the week. It’s cooling, and I’m not too hungry right now. I should probably sample it before relying on it for work tomorrow. I really need to get back to the gym and Weight Watchers. I’m throwing money away and my body could be so much healthier, if I’d take advantage of these things. I think it’s a vicious cycle. . . too tired to do anything, but with healthy diet and exercise, I could probably have more energy. I can’t wait til the night shift is over!!
Personal Enrichment:
Okay, so I skipped German class tonight, but there’s so much snow outside that even the snow plows are having accidents! Tonight, I am going to work on my vocabulary. I also found a virtual opportunity to volunteer with the American Cancer Society. I applied for it, but they accidentally put it up as virtual. They need someone in Wisconsin. Oh well. I went out a couple of nights this month. I’m trying to spend quality time with friends. . .getting out of the house and such.
So that’s that. Tonight, I have to remember to change my sheets!
Next, the kitchen . . .
I have great news, the bathroom is STILL CLEAN! It’s been one week. It’s amazing!
Today, I am going to tackle the kitchen. I’ll post pictures soon, although they’re embarassing.
Kitchen Cleaning List:
- Do all dishes
- Clean sink
- Throw out unwanted food in fridge
- Clean refrigerator shelves
- Clean caps of condiments
- Throw out unwanted food in freezer
- Clean outside of refrigerator
Empty dishwasherClean microwaveClean stove- Clean table
- Clean out cabinets: unused food, cookware, donate
- Clean counters, put all counter top items in their right places
- Clean floors
- Take out trash
- Unpack kitchen box (in spare bedroom)
- Unpack boxes IN kitchen
- Make list of kitchen needs
- Replace water filter


